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[26 Aug 2006|01:08am]

I haven't had any dreams in the past few days, but I'm wondering if anyone still checks this community at all...?

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"Clean up on aisle 1. Clean up on aisle 1." [10 Jan 2006|07:41pm]

I just remembered i started a community and no one knew how to work it ..

So im trying this again...

or something like that..

WELL anyways...

My dream made me feel like shit.
And i did some research..

It started out with me seeing jacob naked.... and i talked to him like i would anybody else.
Then we F*****.
Then it went to antoher scene, and that wassss umm me staring at my bathroom ... but my bathroom doors consisted of glass and the whole bathroom was a standing shower deal...

It was overflowing.
Pouring from the top, little trickets of water and such.

I paniced, started running around the room... jacob told me to open it...

I did and the water went away from me and into a grocey aisle... knocking people over, drenching everything.. whilst people still on the ground with oranges and food products scattered all amongst the aisle.

Synopsis of the dream is.


To dream that water is rising up in your house, signifies your struggles and overwhelming emotions.


To dream that you are in a market, represents some emotional of physical need that you are currently lacking in your life. You may be in need of nurturance and some fulfillment. Consider the specific items that you are shopping for. Alternatively, the market signifies frugality.

To see an barren market in your dream, signifies depression and gloominess. There is a void in your life.


If you do not have any problem with another's nudity, then it implies that you see through people and accept them for who and what they are.


Here is my conclusion:

The water dealing with struggle is my mom and me being lonely now..
Im not used to being home alone... In my bed alone, yes. But not home.
The market dealing with probably school, and my "love" life as of late...
And the nakedness being probably of jacob becuase i havnt been able to get him off my mind lately, for some odd reason.. I havnt thought about him in a few days... And all of a sudden this happens.

But i do accept people for who and what they are...
And i have grown and accept jacob for what he is.
As long as he still makes me laugh and giggle like i used to,
then by all means he hasnt changed at all.

"Im doing the very best, trying to keep my feelings off my chest and off your neck."
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Monroe high skewl. [10 Jun 2005|04:28pm]

The other night when i was spending the night at the hotel with brittany and jennifer. I had a weird ass dream...

It was at monroe high school and a friend came up to me screaming "ITS IN MY HEAD RUNNNN, GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY WAY!!!"

*holy shit* i thought.

Im not sure who it was running at me, but it was a guy. ANyways, I was watching kids hold their head and run around like chickens with their head cut off or something.

I look out the window and theres these little brain things running around outside jumping on things to suck out their brains, blood or something that they wanted out of a human body.. I think they were blind, they were attracted to sound or viberations... Hmph.

Anyways i looked behind me and there is a swarm of them so i run up stairs and lock myself in the hallway where the computer room is and watched people get attacked by these Halo (the videogame) like creatures.

Then they busted through the window and i pulled off some ninja like shit.. It was sweet.. And i woke up freaking out, wondering where i was...

Then i told them my dream and yeahh then i masturbated in front of them and it was swell.
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[09 Jun 2005|10:56pm]

so does anyone else kinda find it sad this died? I dunno it seemed like a good idea, but maybe there were to few of people, i dunno just a thought,

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[29 Dec 2004|05:12am]

[ mood | frustrated ]

When I was nine years old, I recall getting ready for bed on a school night, going through the usual routine of saying goodnight to everyone, brushing my teeth, and climbing into bed. With the night light on of course...Yes, I was still afraid of the dark! I began to fall asleep, however, it felt as though I just layed there, tossing and turning, when suddenly, I looked towards the foot of my bed and there was fire. It started near my feet, and as it spread from one side of me to the next all around me, not burning my bed, but making some sort of barricade of fire around me. It became SO dark, and I felt paralyzed. I couldn't speak, I could hardly take a breath of air. Standing at the foot of my bed, and to this day I swear it, was Lucifer himself. I don't remember what his face was like exactly, but I know that he was NOT happy to be near me. He wasn't the big bad guy with horns, but something more sinister. Tall, dark, and menacing, but somehow very captivating. He stood at the end of my bed, holding a black sheep, telling me that he would be watching me, that he would make sure that I ended up with him. Then as soon as he stopped talking, he laughed and disappeared. I was no longer paralyzed, and began screaming. My step-father barged in my room as the last bits of lucifer's image were brushed away by my bedroom door opening. Not to say that this one occassion of which I saw him would be my last, but I don't really care to try and recall the other times I've been harassed by the 'devil'.


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Attack of the empty school [03 Dec 2004|09:13pm]

[ mood | blah ]

so i've been having about 38975342 weird dreams. heres one

 In this dream... cassi and i were supposidly going to this wedding. and then dail shows up and starts telling me he's sorry for everything and that he wants to be friends . I agree but then he and cassi are sitting on this bed and he kisses her! wtf is that!!!!!!???

I pretend like i didnt see and go about cleaning under the bed, and they are now laying under the covers getting closer together.

finally dail is gone and i freak out on cassi being all "wtf!? you're supposed to be my friend...and excuse me what about wood?"

and hse says "he started it.... and plus wood promised me that he would be here at the wedding and he's off somewhere with jason"

we are all of the sudden riding on the back of this train but then im in the middle of this street with frankie. we kiss a few times and then we start making out.

 then im on the train again. but it stops at what is supposidly jefferson high school but it looks like a poorly lit version of cantrick.

 christine and i are looking for my math class but then she apologizes and runs away. im all alone and i have no clue where my classes are, oddly enough there are no people in the school but me, but i didnt seem to notice.

finally i get to my math class and its just me, the teacher and one other kid. the classroom looked exactly like mrs labeau's room from my elementary school and we did no work and then i got a drink.

 i turned around and told someone that i did know where i was supposed to go and then............

 i woke up.

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[02 Dec 2004|11:59pm]

[ mood | tired ]

AHhhhhhh i need to start updating this shit again... I just keep forgetting to put stuff in becuase ive been busy lately.

But the latest dreams ive been having, was that i met some online friends of mine.. It was swell.. im hoping thats going to be in the future >.>

anyways, BOOHA~

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[26 Oct 2004|10:18am]

[ mood | hungry ]

One morning I had a dream about this dude I didn't know and he was about to have a baby in this hospital I was at. Then I woke up and thought wait... can guys have babies?

....no they can't

wait... yea they can.... when people have sex it's like an flip flop kinda thing. Sometimes the girl has the baby and then sometimes the guy and no one knows why.

wait... that's not true!

or is it?

no... no, only girls get pregnant.

only girls... yea.

Yea, I was agruing with myself for about a couple of minutes about it and then I finally woke up.

Then I looked at this book with a bunch of facts in it. It told me girls have babies.

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... my life is but a dream [17 Oct 2004|09:18pm]

[ mood | I have a slight headacke ]

Hi, I'm Sarah. I'm new. 1st time poster.

Some morinings Mom makes me wake up when she is about to go to work. (about 7:30) Then some days I have to take out the trash so I do and then I go and fall back asleep on the couch with the TV on before I wake up for school. Lot's and Lots of times I fall asleep and then after an hour or so I dream of waking up from the couch I'm sleeping on and I'm walking around getting ready for school. BUT I'm dreaming this. I'm not actually doing it. I relize this is a dream cause this happen a lot and I'm getting used to the feeling. At first when this happened I dreamed I was getting ready for school then I would walk though the walls or I open my bathroom door and it wouldn't be my bathroom. It would be like a school or something. So once I relize I'm dreaming about getting ready, I would automaticly wind up back to my couch and at first I'd think this is reality then I relize it's not and I do the whole process over again. There are mornings I'm worried I can't fully wake up. Most of the time I wiggle my fingers or toes and that kinda helps then finally I wake up.
So! Does anyone have anything familler like this? Does anyone understand what I'm talking about? Does anyone know what it is if this stuff has a name?

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Deja vu [24 Sep 2004|12:02am]

[ mood | confused ]

My dreams lately have been involving, murders lately...

One i remember where an italian man that looked like your stereotypical, curly, long mustache that makes pizzas was chasing after Cassi, Erica and christine through a corn field with a large kitchen clever. They were screaming... And i just watched them with some people in a truck.. then the truck died and the locks were opening and then the doors were opening forcefully.. and we ended up dropping to the ground and doing an army military crawl.. Where your on your elbows and just flat on the ground and crawling.. Then i led them through something that was like a little tunnel randomly in a pathway. Adn i went in there and i got to end and i was really happy and then i seen his shoe and i stopped and they were screaming "why did you stop!?" and i slowly turnede my head and said quietly to turn around hes right here and you hear him laugh and it was just ruckus.. then i woke up..

Last nights dream Consisted of Me, Ashley, Christine, My dads house, Grandma, christines parents.. and thats it i think..
We were at my dads house in detroit and we were upstairs just eating some pizza. And then we went downstairs for some reason becuase we heard some gun shots and screaming.. So we slowly went out there. And we were barefoot.. But we ended up bolting to the doors because we heard more gunshots but then the doors were locked.. And i think it was at 3 in the morning and i was supposed to drive us to school from my dads house. And we ended up staying outside until 6 and we all were laughing and saying so much for school huh? ... and just laughed and said of course.. And then christine got a phone somehow and said to them that we werent going... and yeah. they were cool with it..
Then i had to call my dad and he didnt have a key either so he called my grandmas house (downstairs) and said we couldnt get in and then she coulndt get the door open for some reason.. but we pushed christine through a window and she opened the door and went upstairs and fell asleep...

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Trigger Happy Zombie [09 Sep 2004|08:56am]

I Just woke up and i was killing alot of people... I remember joe, erica, cassi,(i seen ashleys head somewhere) and i think zach was even in there. And josiah. IT was very... entertaining, as i woke up sweating. I think it was like the re-make of resident evil 2 since im kind of exctied for it to come out. And they kill people (of course). Hmm anyways it hought to update as for i forgot it was on here.
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[23 Aug 2004|10:42am]

I had a weird dream last night that me and my mum were in a Japan in, like year 3050.

You know how Japan is an island, right? well instead of sandy beaches leading slowly into water all there was was a stright cut off and a dock on the perimeter. And there were city building everywhere, even on the edge of the dock.

So we're walking on the dock and I see this person upside down in the water, and I'm like oh my god I think he's dead so I jump in ( weird, because before I was scared of the water because I couldn't see the bottom and it was dark blue....very scary ) and push him a little and he doesn't move.

So my mum goes and gets this Japanese lady and these two older amerian accompany her and they overturn this old man and he's alive and he jumps out of the water. One of the old ladys said "he's not my responsibility, I haven't seen him in a while". And then we just left. my mum later told me, for some reason, that one of the "mean old ladys" ( my mum said she saw the old lady at a restaraunt and she was mean or soemthing ) was once married to the old guy. But they divorced and decided to come to Japan together, but then they went their separte ways. They were then going to meet up later and go home together.

So how cool is that?

It's weird because I had a dream the other day, prior to this dream, that me ashley and frankie were in the river, which seemed shallow, but I guess I thought it was really deep because I wouldn't let Frankie go.

I was holding on to his neck clinging for dear life pleading with him to not let go of me. I was afraid of drowning. So finally he let me go and I was flailing in the water. Him and Ashlet went up the river ( it was a mini waterfall, so they literally DID go up ) and they sat together and ashley said something like how do you like him holding me now?

And I was scared and flailing in the water, I was scared.
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[15 Aug 2004|12:32am]

[ mood | complacent ]

I dreamt...another dream.

However(and this is a popular saying) this didn't feel like a dream at all.

I know I was actually fighting someone in my sleep.

A girl.

Looked alot like one of the cartoon advertisemtents on camel cigarettes. The one for turkish jades. With the black hair and green eyes.

She would sit and smoke her cigarettes, lighting things on fire with her mind. Mostly ME. This girl was persistant. I was afraid of her because she was so strong. I felt as though she was controlling my dream/mind the entire time, but I still had the upper hand.

It started off in a a stadium, in which there was a multitude of people, watching a show, rodeo style, so there wasn't a stage, it was like we were at Medieval times in chicago. People on horses, in armor, fighting eachother. The woman first appeared as a normal spectator, then when the arena started to catch fire, she stayed calm and stared at me, smiling, sending me telepathic messages. Nothing audible, just the feeling that this was her doing, and that she was going to get me next.

I would have nothing to do with it, so I went to the top of the stadium, where the last row of bleachers/seats were to avoid her. Since the lower half was on fire, and it collapsed, leaving nothing but the top 10 rows of bleachers. People running around frantically, a horse on fire coming up into the place where the audience was. CHAOS!

She made a point to let it be known she was trying to get me, and now she looked different. She had a medievil gown on, and a pointy princess hat with a veil. She was still the same woman. I almost want to call her jezebel the more I think of her. She reminds me so much of Jezebel from the bible...A witch/false prophet.

The place was ablaze, and I was with a few "friends", normal people that I thought hated me, but in this dream they spoke of how humble a person I was and how much they respected me, and they wished that they would have gotten to know me truly as a person.

i ran.

I was in a newer building, that was under construction. I came into the entrance, it was an empty room, with a dirt floor, and fake wood for walls. PVC pipe everywhere, it was definately under heavy construction. She was sitting on a cinder block, smoking those damned cigarettes, and as she blew the smoke out of her mouth, everything around me caught fire, and she grinned. So i ran past her, and I knew she just got up and walked to follow. Then I was back in the arena, only this time it reminded me of the county fair showroom for the animals. There was mud everywhere, and a large crowd of people playing in the mud. Kind of like it had just rained...

Well, it began to rain, I called on the rain. I wanted to put this girl/fire demon out for good. It began to rain, and this excited the people, they started having mudfights and throwing mud at the girl, and eventually the place flooded. She was gone, but the dream wasn't over. I started to join in the mudfight, having fun with, yet again, people that belittled me in middle school and high school. They all kept saying the same things to me. "I wish I would have been nicer to you, you're such an amazing person."

I woke up.
I have felt drained all day. I really did use alot of energy to flood that place and make her leave.

who is she?


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Pedophile [13 Aug 2004|04:43pm]

So my dream last night ( I think ) was about me and this pedophile and the internet. This guy bugged my house and could watch me in different rooms.

And I guess we were talking on the phone/internet or something and he goes, you can't hide from me. I know where you live. And I was like no you don't and he said yes, Monroe. And I was like, eww creepy.

But I was so scared to tell my mum that he was stalking me because I couldn't remember if I told anyone where exactly I lived. And I knew if I told her I told someone ( on the net ) where I lived, she would be mad at me.

So I was stuck.

Then I woke up.


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had another one [12 Aug 2004|09:51am]

[ mood | unfeeling ]

my second dream worth mentioning was one of the most messed up things i have every expeirance even if it was in a dream:

Im walking aroung monroe and i come to this old looking house i go in for no apparant reason and i meet this girl and she has this thing that looks like a shoe lace but its in a connected circle and then like telepathically she tells me to pick one up and hold it and it starts to talk to me and i sit there for hours or days cause when i come out theres like nothing left to monroe eveyone and everything is gone except me, the girl and these string round things. Then we go to a pier and start to fish and we are happy

thats when i wake up and am very confused once again to what this means. yeah
any input would be greatly appreciated

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[10 Aug 2004|10:54pm]

There's a ghost in my house...

For the past 8 months, he's been quiet, never bothering me.

NOw that all of this job shit is falling through, and we could pretty be on the verge of throwing our hands up and walking out of here with absolutely nothing, he's been harassing me.

Slamming the bathroom door.

Pacing back and forth in the hallway, outside of any door, of any room I may be in.

He watches me, and critisizes me.

This sounds crazy, but in alot of ways, I think he still assumes that this is HIS house, and that I owe him rent money or something...

*sigh* It's just adding stress to my life.
I've been having bad dreams galore.

More murders. More death. More things that I can do NOTHING about. I'm tired of my life in more ways than one.

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well heres to us [09 Aug 2004|09:43pm]

[ mood | drunk ]

My first posting :

I was in a college dorm room that was empty of everything except a mirror and a bed i was stuck in it and couldn't leave i remeber feeling really wierd about being there like i was being watched. I slept at first (in my dream), then i ate mushrooms just mushrooms except they were like the ones in alice and wonderland and i got really fat but didn't notice it untill i started trying on these odd dresses and then i woke up screaming or i thought i did but maybe it was in the dream cause i didn't wake anyone up

Yeah it confused me i need one of those books that tell you what this means cause then maybe i can sort out my feelings or maybe ill throw the book away cause its not even close to being anywhere near right

BYBY dreamers and doonbuggies

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grand theft and arachnaphobia. [02 Aug 2004|02:20pm]

Kind of odd.

Dreamt about wesley snipes, covered in scorpions and spiders...in someone's kitchen at a party.

then Fred and I were sitting around on some type of...sun room porch. It was cloudy and raining outside. Then I noticed someone got into my car and started driving away. I just said,"who's that? they're in my car!" Fred's response,"ok...I don't know who that was."

It was gone.

Almost as if we didn't care at that point.

fast forward>>>>>

I was in place of wesley snipes. Covered in these scorpions, which seemed to be changing into spiders. Very odd...

Fred just came into the dimly lit kitchen and asked me, "what are you doing." I don't remember what I said exactly. I just know that I wasn't paranoid about these arachnids crawling all over me. A huge tan and white spider staring me in the face with eight eyes.

These creatures were my friends.

Then I woke up.

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MTV. [31 Jul 2004|02:10pm]

My life was recorded 24 hours a day 7 days a week for 3 months... I was on the reality tv show the real world. Of course i argued, threw shit and stuff like that... it was quite intrestesting none the less.
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He rocks my socks? [30 Jul 2004|04:29pm]

[ mood | groggy ]

First entry about a dream that i semi remember. Since ashley kept waking me up...ANyways, it consists of the mutant teenage mutant turtles and kevin leer and some old haggy lady..
I was in a room that seemed like it was a rich persons house and it was an apartmement like room though. It had a balcony way up high, but it was someones house. Usually balconys lead outside this lead to a library type room. (where i was).
And one of the damned turtles from "TMNT" kept scraping against the wall making a loud noise with his skateboard (i think it was the orange one) and the blue turtle said to me "hes just going to get in trouble watch" and he started to count down. And as soon as he hit 1 a lady that came from the balcony started to scream at the orange one. Then i left to use the bathroom.
as i was going upstairs there was a knock at the door and so i answered it. IT was Kevin leer. Score.
And he asked if he could spend the night and i said sure, so we went upstairs and i showed him the bathroom. After showing it to him i went potty becuase one of those turtles decided to almost walk in on me... Grrr.
then i went to a room that looked like jimmy neutrons and kevin was sitting on a bean bag and so i decided to sit on the other one. And then we talked about something but i dont remember what and i was awaken by ashley. For the 5th time calling.

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